posting here because i don't feel like posting stuff about dreams on my regular blog, no matter how relevant to my actual mindset they may be.


[emily] i was still aslepee
[emily] until someone called me
[kevin] hi
[kevin] wow
[kevin] that is a lot of sleep for an emily
[emily] well
[emily] i woke up like
[emily] at 4 something
[kevin] oh
[emily] and COULD NOT sleep for a long time
[emily] then again around 9
[kevin] :/
[emily] no
[emily] er, so
[emily] that is the reason
[emily] but the phone thing sucked because i was like
[emily] having this dream
[emily] about being in some weird cousin i don't have's wedding
[emily] that was in a theater with a blcony
[emily] and it was totally disorganized
[emily] and we all had to wear different ugly turquoise floor-length gowns
[emily] and like
[emily] where i had to go to walk down the aisle in the procession was not somethign i knew and it was all messed up and i was too late
[emily] so i just walked out and back the other side
[emily] and my dad was there and he was really sick
[emily] and after the ceremony he wanted to be taken home before dinner
[emily] so i offered to take him
[kevin] hmm
[emily] but i was trying to carry all this stuff and it was taking me a long time and my cousin was talking at me
[emily] like i was taking off the dress and putting on this other thing
[emily] which was like
[emily] red leather shorts with suspenders
[emily] and something else on top that did not go at all yet
[emily] or that was the top
[emily] over the skirt of the dress maybe
[emily] anyway, it was scary
[kevin] that is pretty weird!
[emily] yeah
[emily] and i was starting to feel scared because my dad was REALLY sick
[emily] just weak and tired from chemo
[emily] and i had to take him home
[emily] but he was waiting for me to get this crap together
[emily] and i knew my car was a mess and the thing is brokwn and it was his old car so he would be somewhat upset with me
[emily] but i just didn't want him to tell mom
[emily] ugh